Re: Heading back to Camp.
Sorry for your loss.
I was doing repairs at camp after dad was hospitalized.
Yes his passing did create a huge void that I filled by taking his rifle and his flintlock and his 22 to camp as often as I can.
The only time I saw his final 'resting' place was his funeral. I go to camp and think of him. First turkey season after his funeral, only a week or so after his passing, I sat w/ my friend Billy and we polished off what was left of his 1/2 gal. of 100 proof SoCo. You need to go there, grieve, cry, whatever you need to do, but you need to go there.
I often wonder what he would reccomend about repairs, etc.
After I shoot a deer w/ his rifle [3 so far] I tell him here is another one for his pet .270.
Now I have to go b/4 my cube mates wonder why I'm crying on my lunchbreak.
4th Generation @ Kamp.
3D - There are STILL a few deer left! You need to pry them out of the developments!