I know I haven't been around much but man o' days has life been rough for me this last year! Started out with Dad getting gang green and having his toe taken off. He has finally recovered from that after 6 months and 2 surgeries! Thank you for all your prayers!
In March, my mother found my 36 year old sister dead from a drug overdose. I can't even begin to express the sorrow she left me with. Just devistating even though we weren't close... I can tell you I still loved her and wept like a baby on that one.
Then my SIL died so suddenly in May, on Mother's Day. UGH... So hard to deal with so close to my sister passing.
Then my other SIL dropped over at 37 with a massive heart attack. She survived.
Now, my husband is very sick. In just a matter of 6 weeks he went from going to the gym everyday to nothing! He is in dire need of a surgery to get the C3 & C4 off his spinal cord. He's been a huge butt with me, insisting he can work it out himself without surgery and finally this evening, he told me to call the neurosurgeon and get the surgery date. I just want to cry. He is so scared of being paralysed from the surgery. The dr told him if he would fall, he could injure himself beyond repair and it is bound to happen because he's lost so much feeling in his whole body by putting it off.
I need some prayers you guys. Maybe some good words and experiences too if you have any? I just want him to get better so we can get through this and get back to our normal routine. It's been so hard watching him deteriorate so fast over this. I'm just ready to get all of this bad done and over with. I'm also sorry for writing this book that feels like a dark cloud. I think after it's done I'll fall to my knees and beg God to comfort me. It's been rough I tell ya!